I am a self proclaimed nerd. If given the chance, 9 times out of 10 I would rather sit on my back patio and read a book. My perfect day would consist of a lot of reading, crafts, and coffee/tea (probably too much of both). There are just some days that being an introvert sounds beautiful.
So, while I love to read, I love to really soak it all in and make it more of an experience. Especially when I read the Scriptures. I love to let the words take me in, and transform me. I love the opportunity to learn and stretch myself even more. Since I am a teacher, none of you should be surprised.
This morning I was reading Jeremiah 31. The chapter begins with Israel being restored, and there is also a lot of lamenting, but also a lot of hope, because the mourning will become joy.
I found myself entranced with Ephraim and the moment of sadness. He is frustrated because of his sin, and FINALLY realizes that his closeness to God isn't possible on his own accord. He needs help. He has this really sincere moment with the Lord where he bares it all and submits to the Lords power and mercy to transform him. Verse 20 is where I got excited...
Is not Ephraim my dear son,
the child in whom I delight?
Though I often speak against him,
I still remember him.
Therefore my heart yearns for him;
I have great compassion for him,”
declares the Lord.
The word compassion stopped me. ...I found it to be profound, so I decided to figure out more.
This word --- splangchnizomai is Greek and means "to be moved with compassion."
This word --- splangchna is the noun is derives from and it means "inward parts." I thought of 'a gut reaction'...or being 'moved'...or something like that as I read. Almost a superficial kind of compassion. As I thought of that I knew that couldn't be the same kind of compassion that my God has for Ephraim and for me. I think it's much different than any type of pity or sympathy I initially feel for Ephraim as I read this chapter.
The Lord of hosts is compassionate in a 'heart torn, gut wrenched, most vulnerable part of his body laying bare,' kind of way.
Isn't that wonderful? The God who made it all, has that kind of compassion for His children! I just have to remember in the busy-ness that each day brings, I can't do it on my own. Like Ephraim realized his closeness to God was nothing if God wasn't part of the equation, my closeness to God also depends on a constant communion with Him.
This morning I have a grateful heart. I'm grateful for Jeremiah 31, and the way God used Ephraim to wake me up to His promises this morning.
